It’s funny, for many months I tried not to think about the adoption. I hoped it wouldn’t come up in conversation because there was no new news … for a very long time there was no news and I was so discouraged. Now I just stare at this poorly scanned document that was emailed to us and smile. I’ve considered putting it on a t-shirt. Since we’ve received our non objection letter, I’m excited about the adoption again. That’s all I think about. I unrealistically check our email many times throughout the day wishing for a referral. I want to do something … when I was pregnant I nested but rightnow I don’t even know the ages or genders of the children so I don’t know what to do. I could always clean or just get rid of extra junk, but that’s not what I want to do. I want to prepare a room for our kids. Maybe I will do some cleaning. We’ll see.
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